left 9days…
It’s going to be a great leap for me this yr cos its only 9days left to
depart to spore… although im not so sure what my future will be like but I have
the sense of peace in me that the presence of God is with us. He shall never
fail us and wont fail to meet our expectations. Human tend to disappoint one
another from time to time but God shall never put us down. Before my departure
to a new place with up coming challenges waiting for me, I am currently filled
with so many thoughts and excitements. My main anxiety now is to find a church
where God shall lead me and nourish my spirit & soul. Not just a church
with any functions and activities but a church that is full of God’s presence
and follow according to biblical teachings. I belief as I seek Ye 1st
the Kingdom of God, all the things I need such as my stability in job, finance,
relationships HE shall provide for me. I realize that when I put my trust and
hope in God, my natural worries will gradually reduce and it is such a great
blessing to be able to put my TRUST in HIM. Once from a sermon article I read, that
having FAITH in GOD is BELIEVING in THINGS will HAPPEN although you hav NOT YET
SEEN in HAPPENING. FAITH IN GOD IS NOT SEEING, BUT BY WALKING IN IT. I used to
be a big worrier in many things and I would owest fear abt things that may not
happen, as a PURE melancholy it’s very natural to me that I will think beyond
many possible pros n cons of certain things that can happen in life. I just
could not stop, once when im idling, the idea of analyzing facts and potential
problems shall appear. Sometimes I found myself worry too much till I get so
tense up. As the matter of fact, this tension is unnecessary but the anxiety
makes it extravagant. That is why I cannot live my life without meditating the
word of God daily; let it be just a very simple verse or an Old Testament story
or parables from New Testament. I don’t have a good memory to memorize the
whole bible like some scholars or theologians but what really matters to me is
whether I make use of the WOG in my daily living…that shall be the most crucial
part.
Today’s bible verse reminder:
‘Do not let your heart envy sinners, but owest be zealous for the LORD. There
is surely a future hope for you, and your hope will not be cut off. Listen my
son, & be wise & keep your heart on the right path.’ [PROV 23:
17-19]
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