Cheryl’s Journals

I had a long talk with my superior today about my
resignation from my post. I’d given him enough time to find a replacement for
me. I’ve never been appreciated by him, its okie cos I dun bother anymore n
guess what for all the while I tot he would plead for me to stay… like what
happened to the rest of my colleagues or maybe like wanna pour ‘wet blanket’ on
me…eh to my surprise he told me that he never expected this will happen so
fast. I was giggling inside my heart, and asked him back, ‘what is there for
you to be surprise?’ I’m moving somewhere else… I’m seeking an avenue whr my
skills n talents will not be wasted. Otherwise I’d go rusty.

It turned out to be so ironic, cos instead of me
giving him reasons why I wanna leave, he was the 1 pouring out all his
suffering and keep grumbling other ppl’s fault. The conversation rely make my
jaw dropped at the same time I was beaming inside (you might tot that my
respond would be nasty) but oh well, what could I do? The only thing I could ask
him bck was, then why do you still wanna stay here and finally he admitted that
he had no where else to go n could not gone bck to his own field like
programming… he forgot all those things (excuse me I couldn’t imagine that my
so called autocratic-superior is demanding my sympathy, he ‘arrogantly’
admitted that he could only stay in management or education line) frankly
speaking if a man would express his heartfelt till that point…the thing that
crossed my mind was…well…he somehow lost his reputation as a superior n as a
final point he has landed himself on earth cos all these while he was on cloud
9. what goes ard comes ard he wanna regain his own reputation by putting us so
frequently but now see what happen to him… sigh… poor guy~ truly speaking I’ve
no more grudges on him and there is needless for me to hold it too

*my last comment on him in hokkien, wu ho ho eh lang
mai chor, kou boi ca lai regret.. sigh~

~ by cheryl82 on February 11, 2008.