man with no vision…
If man live on earth without vision will
become void. This whole year has been a year of revolving myself of knowing the
principle of ‘when I am weak, I am strong in You. This refers to the condition
of my physical condition and it also made me think that I am able when I dwell
in the Lord. Many ‘bad’ things have happened in my work place this year such as
stealing cases, cheating, fraud and empty promises from the above authority. Procrastination
in management and no-basis rumours spreading around like viruses. Some created
havoc and made the whole world with no peace.
Many employees who were either senior or
junior than me had already left the company and some are in the process of
quitting as well. Situation likewise isn’t healthy but as for me… there is
always something I could give thanks about joining this company if I take time
to be still and be grateful. Yes, sometimes we could not run away from the fact
of grumbling and criticizing BUT after that there is no peace n the situation
is still the same. So why would not I just stop that grumbling and reflect on
the good side. I am grateful to have known my colleagues and although most of
them are more junior than me. We learn to give and take in some ways. We
laughed and sing at luxury time. It was fun though! I also find it a joy seeing
‘problematic’ students have been waken up and realized that they have actually been
‘sleeping’ and wasting away their juvenile years. Most of them are really
carefree type and never bother to worry about survival cos everythg they needed
was all well-prepared.
Christmas is coming soon, admitting that
my zeal for the lost souls is not that heavy I find it very appalling towards
the Lord. Knowing the command of the Lord is to share His love and hope for
others but many times I discover that the people ard me is not in need of such
love. Sometimes I do not see the need in them cos they flourish too much in
their own things and live in abundance. Actually when this case is to be
analyzed the problem of not having any burdens to save soul is becos there is
envy in me. Yep, envy n jealousy are the 2 main things that keep me stagnant. I
can’t change my sinful thoughts but the Holy Spirit can. Before entering into a
new year…praying to God that He will help to deliver me from these sins.
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