Without sensation but still fulfilled
Everythg seems so without sensation this shortsem bcos of
the schedule was tight n pack but im still very fulfilled. Tired and pressured
to finish up all the syllabus but when I see those innocence faces of the
students I’d be inspired to teach, they remind me so much of the kids in kindergarten.
Although no longer as pure as a white cloth…last sun I went to richmon café saw
1 of former tadika rhema students name verness voon after 1 n a half year his
cute faces still pops in my memory. Shook his hand and greeted him. Nevertheless
he has grown skinnier and taller. He’s still very adorable and cuddly. Wanna pinch
his cheek… they are still some students who would still act very childish. In actual
fact I hav nothg against a person being childish but rather I am very much
delighted with students who behave more childlike. They could still think and
speak maturely and yet they are always ready to listen and very eager to learn
from you…this type of students will always win my attention to them. Im not being
bias, whoever they are… as long as they are willing to lend their ears to
listen to my instructions I’m filled with gladness and that’s what keeps me in
energy to teach them. I’m kinda reluctant to left some of them behind knowing
that some wil be graduating soon…it’s just like having the last
3-months-intention-course with them and then they’ll be gone from my sight. After
building a very close-bonds with some of them I’m very glad to have them around
actually. My perceptions towards some of them has change though. some change
from bad to good and some the other way round. It’s a good news if they’ve
change from bad to good..that’s my very main motive to be in the teaching line.
Sometimes you felt they are very bothering you that you cant even take a breath
but sometimes when they aren’t there besides you..you tend to felt left out. There
is owest 1 things I dislike is whenever any of them enjoying so much abt coarse
jokes… I get offended with that. I felt my whole body has been defiled and dunk
into the dirty mud full of faeces. Nothing wrong if it’s a light humour or any comical
joke. I welcome that…anwy I still dunno till when I will gonna hang on to this
company… im weary but fulfilled.
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