Cheryl’s Journals

As I’ve always believe whenever scarcity or difficulty befalls upon us it’s good testing & trials on our faith & the belief that we hold on to. In the worldly sight, my current condition now is to be described as ‘unfortunate’. But I would still belif that if God so loves His children why would HE allow all these so-called bad lucks happening? Definitely, there are reasons or lessons that I need to learn or else HE won’t permit them to happened. 1stly it was my bladder that irritates me for more than 72hrs. it agitates me the more whenever I moved my body or shout. I’d urinate for at least each 20mins. It sores all the way along my urethra. There seem to be some pins poking on the surface of my uterus. I’ve been taking antibiotics n cranberry capsules n ural drink to alkalize the acidic situation inside my bladder. It only feels less agitating when I’m slanting on a chair or lying on bed. Less movement, the better. That’s why I could still be typin although I’m feeling the soreness. Wel, actually its better that my attention is grabbed on other thgs rather thn lying on bed but cant sleep n then it leads me to focus on the pain. One of the easiest ways to get rid of pain is to get your focus off yourself and onto God and others.

2^nd thg, I was angered again by those immature n uncontrollable students. My pain increased. I cant stand the noise cos it makes me breathless. I felt like throwing up but I took full control luckily it dint.

3^rd thg, b4 I was off duty today I received phonecal from my dad sayin that my house has been broke into by some ‘thieves’ (could be my younger bro’s frends or himself due to suspicious factors). At 1^st I was still okay until I discovered that my beloved Canon EOS300 SLR camera was being stolen! T_T  **  T_T ** I could’t believed it n my bro’s gold ring was stolen too.

Today is GOOD FRIDAY: went to seek doc this morning cos my bladder inflammation is getting severe. I did urine test the protein & toxic level is very HIGH. It’s considered very serious cos the bacteria infected from the bladder all the way up to urethra, uterus & to my kidney. I’m diagnosed as ‘ACUTE PYCLONEPHRITIS’. Swiftly the doc had to give me an injection that cost RM75! At 1^st I was kinda nervous cos dunno whats gonna happen later. Thank God after abt 6 hrs im much much better now. ^_^ not fully recovered though cos I’ve to go bck and consult her after 5days under medication. Hopefully I could accompany my students to unimas tomolo.

Romans 8:28- "And we know that in all things God works for the best for those who love Him."

~ by cheryl82 on April 6, 2007.