Cheryl’s Journals

Many times I would feel my heart is as frail as the glass

Many times I would allow my heart to loss its control

Many times I would allow it to be hurt

Many times my heart would be twirled just like the thriving waves

Many times my heart would be triggered with joy and laughter so easily

Many times my heart would get depressed and angered so easily too

There are times I dint know how to express myself to the fullest

Times I dint know how to resist the temptations around me

Times I dint know what sort of decision to make

Times I dint know what my heart really yearns for

Times I dint know when is the right timing

Times I dint know how long I have to wait

Times I dint know my actions would drift to the wrong side

Would I fall into the pit of trap?

Would I fall for into the wrong path?

Would I make the wrong decision?

Would I give up half way?

Would I be wounded?

Would I continue to hold on my beliefs?

Would I achieve my dreams?

How long do I have to endure the long-sufferings?

How long do I have to wait?

How long can I act as if my heart is okay?

I have been using own strength to the full swing

BUT

I do know what my heart hungers for

I do know what my heart is searching for

I do know what are the goals set in my heart

I do know what the demands in my heart are

I do know what should be done

And not be done

My heart yearns for attention

My heart yearns for care

My heart yearns for a listening ear

It is searching for someone who could bring

The true love that could last forever

Although I may acknowledges all these

Although my heart is as frail as it is…

I am touched that HE knows all things

No secrets could be hidden from His eyes

None He could not penetrate

No matter how long I need to wait, how I need to endure…

HE would always whispers in my ears…

WAIT FOR MY TIMING MY CHILD, FOR MY TIMING IS GOOD

FOR MY TIMING IS PERFECT

JUST PRAY & TRUST IN ME

*this is my heartfelt after attending today’s cellgrp meeting knowing that God spoke through the speaker to endorse my fragile heart*

~ by cheryl82 on November 3, 2006.