Cheryl’s Journals

today…my mood was kinda piss off by some1 who reminds me of my former unimates who had the worst attitude i ever encounter…DOOOHHH!!!!

BEY TAHAN NYA! (it means rely cant stand in HOKKIEN) i felt like wanna turn my face ard and REBUKE him… this person seems to be very selfish, think-skin face, sensitive like ah sam tho the fact is a he, very yim chim and unreasonable oh yeah one more thing very very very kiasu! not sporting at all as a ‘guy’ the way he treat girls are totally not a gentleman at all. it was only a few weeks i know this person then turn out to create a very very bad impression to me.

i was asking God, how am i goin to face this person as i will be meeting him most of the time. how to endure with this type of attitude. i know that every1 has their own weaknessess but this one was really terrible that he really remind me of someone of my former unimates who we used to called him ‘dato’. he could be v nice with you and then later on he insult you with sarcastic jokes!very good in boasting abt how good he is and bla bla…bla…rely cant stand! hav never seen such a ‘PROUD’ person! BIN poi very kau!

it really tells me how immature this guy is the way he treats ppl… no wonder he is abit weirdo. i was so angered in my heart just like the water boiling and wanna pour out on his face! but out of a sudden, there is a small still voice from my heart telling me NOT TO REPAY EVIL WITH EVIL instead REPAY EVIL WITH GOOD, this is what the word of God has been remindin me… i am very sure God wants me to learn how to let go and forgive altho this person dint seem to deserve my forgiveness. in actual fact this person rely offended me deeply without himself realizing, how could he be so ignorant??…

i was reminded again by what the APOSTLE PAUL mentioned in the book of TIMOTHY, that says godlessness in the last days,

"people will be boastful, proud, abusive, lovers of money, abusive to their parents, disobedient to their parents, ungrateful, unholy, without love, unforgiving, slanderous, without self-control, brutal, rash,….lovers of pressure rather than lovers of God - having a form of godlessness but nothg to do with them."  (2 TIM 3:2-5)

I could see how true this verse is coming to pass each day in our society, in newspaper… mankind are getting corrupted each day and fall short in the temptation of sins… it was a warning sign to myself that I also need to guard my heart for it is the well-spring of life…no doubt i may fall into this category too…thats why i need HIM, the Almighty to bring me thro.

~ by cheryl82 on October 18, 2006.